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This is a little soliloquy of being brutally honest about one’s thoughts and desires.
This is something I think everyone thinks of but rarely ever admits so.
If I am being honest…
I was glad to have broken up with her. Everyone thought it was dramatic and painful, but she actually made it really easy. I could not wait to meet other girls.
If I am being honest, I love it when my mom nags at me. It gives me a chance to be pissed off at her, be rude to her and release it all. That’s therapeutic. And there are no real consequences to it.
If I am being honest, I do want people to notice the good deeds I’ve done, and I want them to notice me as the cool guy who looks like he doesn’t care what others think when actually, he does.
If I am being honest, I am chasing money just because I want to buy nice things and impress people. At least, let me live that way for once in my life.
If I am being honest, you’d know that I’ve blocked you on social media.
If I am being honest, I want to be violent and get away with it.
If I am being honest, I am scared, most of the time.
www.OneDudeListening.com, my new mental health website to help you out, hopefully.
